Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Return to Sender (Pink Within)

[Verse 1]
I love my life and all the people in it
But sometimes I feel as though the real is creeping in me
Don't understand it? Fine
I wanna channel my mind of pain into a minor game
So why should I complain with all the lives I was given
Silent and strange
No one knew the pink wearing, geek era
Streets every week never seen, unidentified
Then I find my thoughts are just a fist
And then I begin to brawl within the sense
To fall within the bitches that all think you could give
But it's the law that you should live
Me and my mind have this argument again
It's all because of sin
But even Charles gets lost in Charles
So come along and get lost with Charles and just...

[Hook]
I want you to see the pink within
Thought it was dead, then think again
(Background: I'm a fighter. Don't ever run away)
Just my own worst enemy
Cause it just comes into me

[Verse 2]
For the longest I was the strongest but didn't know it
I had the heart but mental bombers are there to explode it
Notice I wasn't trying to make anyone suffer
Immune enough to lose any bloodsucker
Gotta live, gotta breathe
Not again, set me free
I forgive, I fixeive, I forbid I deceive
I am himness indeed, this is garbage to Hamilton
You are living together, you're in my image and presence
So just get it together
I know you've been through the weather to make you pick up umbrellas
This is just never when you drift to whenever
I make you imagine and you believe it
And that's the reason for believing all of the secrets
Of creeping, seeking, deep in, but in the end
You gotta understand, you are who you are
I guess in essence, I am who you are
And never far


[Hook]
I want you to see the pink within
Thought it was dead, then think again
(Background: I'm a fighter. Don't ever run away)
Just my own worst enemy
Cause it just comes into me

[Verse 3]
So much has changed, it's all an illusion
The smog and pollution, it's all in the music
The problem is used to the one that's right in front of him
Everybody come to him cause they all want to get something then
Something else, nothing helps, you see my fucking help?
If I touch you, I could fucking melt
But as a younger me, I wasn't scared to touch myself
Being touched and felt by inspirations in my life
Penetration in your mind, is it rape or is it crime
It makes no sense to make defense, I couldn't write with things
I'm right again, my inner good is what I like to send
My vitamin is knowing that this life again
Homie, so try again while imaginations night
Fight the wind, life will end in a candle(?)
This is a fire you can handle

[Hook]
I want you to see the pink within
Thought it was dead, then think again
(Background: I'm a fighter. Don't ever run away)
Just my own worst enemy
Cause it just comes into me

[Outro]
I feel like my mind is split into 3 parts. You know growing up I learned that I was made in God's image and I also learned to appreciate love me as Charles Hamilton. And I've also learned to grow and appreciate reality. So I'm ready to say anything, it's my life, it's my world. Don't ever run away, don't ever run away, it's the breaks. I can't God out of me and I can't take reality out and all I can do is be the best Charles Hamilton I can be, so holla. But God created me. I'm out

Like the last one, could've finished this a long time ago. *Insert apology here*- K.M.
P.S.- Don't copy and paste my personal words to Rap Genius Eddee. Just the lyrics

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Wishbones, Horseshoes, and Basketball

This sucks, I know
Pick up the soap
Raped by the faith, so I live just to float
In that baptismal pool, it's just that dismal
But the fact is that no black pistol
Can take away the inner pain that my mind encounters
Addicted to you, you're behind the counter
And I'm who found her, cure the empty heart syndrome
But it's really hard with these pretty broads drifting
I've never seen you, forced to believe
Blessed enough, so what more to believe
New reason why I'm scorching this beat
So the whores and the cheese ain't important to me
A warm heart that was forced to be colder
The force on my shoulder is a 4 leaf clover

[Hook]
I did it before, I'm trying again
I'm dying to win, am I lucky enough?
Lady Luck, where you at?
Lady Luck, Lady Luck, Lady Luck
Where you at?

I did it before, I try it again
I'm dying to win, am I lucky enough?
Lady Luck, where you at?
Lady Luck, Lady Luck, Lady Luck
Where you at?

[Verse 2]
I sit alone trying to think what our next encounter will be like
I doubt it will be like a first time
Basketball court in my hood
You was looking good, tight green jeans
I had my Nike sneaks
You a hot fascist(?), smiling at me
I was wild happy
At the foul line trying to drop buckets
The look in your eyes made me stop fussing
But I couldn't pop nothing
Lady Luck was near but not with me
Maybe I lost or maybe I got busy
Either way, I knew she had to stop kidding
Every time she plays hard to get, she dropkicks me
I don't not wish we split to begin with
I need her in my life, the most blessed man on Earth
And the best kept secret as his wife, alright

[Hook]
I did it before, I'm trying again
I'm dying to win, am I lucky enough?
Lady Luck, where you at?
Lady Luck, Lady Luck, Lady Luck
Where you at?

I did it before, I try it again
I'm dying to win, am I lucky enough?
Lady Luck, where you at?
Lady Luck, Lady Luck, Lady Luck
Where you at?

[Verse 3]
Can I have faith in luck
Is this space enough, are we awake in lust
Sleep in love, half baked from dust
Luck you gotta tell me
Don't want to rely on the Bel vi, dear
Don't cry cause when your eyeliner smears
I unwind a beer in the lonely ass room
Forced to hear voices I don't like to hear
Tortured by the voices, dynamite through my ears
I'm a psycho, it's clear, but please don't put me down
Pick me up and look around
There's no one else around, just us two
Just our luck, Luck loves us two

[Hook]
I did it before, I'm trying again
I'm dying to win, am I lucky enough?
Lady Luck, where you at?
Lady Luck, Lady Luck, Lady Luck
Where you at?

I did it before, I try it again
I'm dying to win, am I lucky enough?
Lady Luck, where you at?
Lady Luck, Lady Luck, Lady Luck
Where you at?

[Outro]
(Lost In Space)

"Listen, Doc, I'm, uh, I'm thinking this is your basic kiss for luck occasion. Wouldn't you agree?
-Major Don West

"Thinking... That's not really your strong suit, is it?"

...
(Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind)
Patrick:I never really had much luck with the ladies
Maybe if you stop stealing their panties

...
(Back To The Future Part III)
Doc: Well, good luck for both of our sakes. See you in the future
Marty: You mean the past
Doc: Exactly!

[DJ Skee]
Young Charles, what up man, it's Skee. Yo, I've been trying get at you homie, but uhhh now I know why your message back is slow. Anyways man, we're like 2/3 of the way through the mixtape, 2/3 of the way through the Hamiltonization Process campaign, but yo, need these last couple records so we could finish the mixtape tonight. Hit me back, also got to tell T about this video H&R's were telling me about, we could be in New York man this week and knock it out. But anyways it's Skee and we back and we gotta finish the mixtape, The L Word. Let's make history.

Uhh, I've had the lyrics since March 1, forgot to post them. Soooo...sorry about that- K.M.