Sunday, April 10, 2011

Desperation

Listen to track

Charles Hamilton .. no intro

(Verse 1)
what the fuck you want me to do?
it seems like you want me to lose
is that true?
it aint my fault I aint as comfy as you
you couldn’t ever live a month in my shoes
imagine a day, at least in a month tomorrows promise
but one day can break tomorrows promise
I’m sick of this shit even tho its hard to vomit
I make sense to me, but you cant stand Charles nonsense
voices in my head yea its hard to stop it
I bought my way into freedom its hard to cop it
everyone has a fucking suggestion ya’ll should stop it
I was doing me before you could see all the hot shit
so don’t tell me how to do what I been doing
since my mother and my father started doing it, you’ll ruin it
and if that happens the consequences suck
I’m starving like Marvin
so you got to give it up
what the fuck

(Hook)
I guess this is the sound of my desperation (can you feel it)
I guess this is the sound of my desperation (can you feel it)
I guess this is the sound of my desperation (can you feel it)

(Verse 2)
I was given 3 wishes
and I didn’t ask for you, hints my cocky ass attitude
you cant be mad at me cuz Im mad at you
so shut up and take it you gonna have to move
and I don’t like waiting in line
so take a little hate in your mine
and move bitch this aint your cup of pepto
I don’t give to shits
Charles Hamilton the one man movement

(Hook)
I guess this is the sound of my desperation (can you feel it)
I guess this is the sound of my desperation (can you feel it)
I guess this is the sound of my desperation (can you feel it)

(talking)
honestly I don’t even wanna rap any more on this song man
I just wanna talk I feel like theres some things on my chest that I wanna get off

nobody was there when I lived in Cleveland and I had that little toy Yamaha keyboard, the little yellow keyboard nobody
nobody was there when I moved to Harlem and I had the 49 key Casio keyboard nobody
nobody was there when I got the Yamaha PSR 225 and I first started making beats nobody
and it seems like even nowadays nobody understand that
and the few people that do understand aint mad that Im saying what Im saying right now
so if you wanna make your little suggestions, you wanna tell me what I should be doing with my life
where the fuck were you!?
I swear Im standing in this booth right now and Im trying not to say names and shit
But ya’ll are really pushing me
I wake up in the morning like .. am I losing my mind?
is somebody trying to take my spot?
is there another Charles Hamilton?
and in that same second I realize Im the only one that’ll act if theres another Charles Hamilton
that should tell you something
FUCK YOUR SUGGESTIONS
FUCK YOUR QUESTIONS

stop telling me what to do becuz if listening to any of you makes sense before this moment
I’d be fine all my life
thank you HchO I love you man
I love you Simone

and theres a bunch of other names that actually have genuine love for me
and I know who we all are and if ya’ll real then ya’ll feel the love right now other then that ya’ll can suck a dick straight up
YOU DON’T GET IT DO YOU!
I bet you just nodding your head right now like this is just a fucking hot song right?
that’s how I know you prolly aint one of the real people fake person listening to this song
welcome to my life

I like to call it the Lavalamp Zone, the Charles Hamilton Zone, the Starlight Zone all that shit
the world is my playpen says my mother and I feel like a fucking baby, let me rattle the world
Charles Hamilton im outta here

Lyrics Contributed By, Jonathan Rojas

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